TWO OH.

that`s right. i`m fuckin` 20. no longer a teenager & not yet FULLY legal. what an awkward in between. i`ve been legal for 2 years & i`ve done most of the legal things i can do: buy lotto tickets, buy cigs, go clubbing, go to a sex shop / porn store. & yet, i still have one more rite of passage: buy alcohol. just one more year . . .

anyywayys, birthday dinner the night before (14th) at wokcano`s with the mounties & some friends from "home". let me tell you, the fckin` honey walnut shrimp can only be described in one word: A-FUCKIN`-MAZING. that`s right. you should try it.

that night was Get Some. didn`t go cuz, well, i don`t feel like partying with freshies, long story short. i heard shit went down, though. good stuff.

next day, actual birthday day, just ate. that`s it. just ate. hahaha.

i was thinking about it & i don`t feel 20. heckk, i don`t feel like an adult / college student / independent / old / experienced or any other feeling that is associated with being 20. i thought by the time i`m 20, i`m gonna have this great life with amazing friends and incredible memories. basically, i thought i would have done more in my life. don`t get me wrong. i love my life & all the stuff that comes along with it, its just that, i feel like i`m lacking something. i don`t knoow.

oh & this totally made my day yesterday, possibly even my week. i couldn`t call my kuya on his birthday cuz he`s in the philippines & that`s fudging expensive, so i texted him instead:

me: heeey kuya! sorry its late, but i was in the operating room all daaay! HAPPY BIRTHDAAAAY!! you`re almost 30 & need to get married soon. haha. loooove yoooouuu !!
kuya: ngek! don`t worry cuzin! i still look young. hehe. belated happy bday too! i called you on your bday but you didn`t answer. you`re still sleeping right? love you cuz!

those little things make me haffyyyy :]]