MUCH ADO ABOUT NOTHING

that basically sums up this blog. its NOTHING of concern to you, but its EVERYTHING to me.

i miss my family in the philippines. so much has happened so fast i can`t keep up. i really wish i could just stay there forever just to be there for them, but i know i won`t be of much use to them if i'm in the philippines. here, i can give them everything they ever need & it sucks. i`ve lost too many of them, never getting to say good-bye, & now, another, more important & one of the closest to me than the others, is deteriorating right before my very eyes . . . & I CAN`T BE THERE FOR HIM. all i can do is provide financial support. that`s all i ever can do for them.

mark my words, once i start working in the summer, hopefully making massive bank, i will do everything in my power to make sure i don`t lose ANYONE this year & no one has to worry about financial obligations. TRUST.